you know sometimes i don't know why i bother even trying to keep up this blog anymore.
it's not like i have readers who are not my friends or relatives, and these people are the ones i communicate with on a day-to-day if not at least month-to-month basis.
maybe if i had more to say on things like fashion or food... because i realise i don't like to display my thoughts and feelings for all to see very much, and my blog started out as an outlet for me to express myself. maybe it's time to go back to my diary writing days. then again, i've been reading really interesting literature lately, about the inadequacy of language and lexicon to completely and accurately convey human thought... and it has really gotten to me.
basically now i don't see a point in writing at all.
i would make this a picture blog but my normal days here are so boring and predictable that there is nothing to take pictures of! that's one of the reasons why i stopped the all-year-round project... maybe if i had a more substantial, and interesting subject matter, i'll actually find a point in blogging again.
i could blog about being in a Long Distance Relationship, but frankly there's only so many times i can whine and moan and groan about being apart from my boyfriend without making myself seem like a pathetic loser.
maybe an idea will come to me tonight.
